No, it's not a card outtake. In fact, it could have gone on the card had it existed in time. But it was too cute not to include.

No, it’s not a card outtake. In fact, it could have gone on the card had it existed in time. But it was too cute not to include.

Pretty sure I just lost a linguistic argument with my four year old.

We were summoned upstairs by a loud thud followed by crying. Das Big Boy had fallen out of bed. I snuggled while DBB dispatched his father to bring him some ice for his nose. Said ice pressed to his face, he began to chat.

DBB: What’s the opposite of cold?

HH: Hot.

DBB: The opposite of warm is cold.

HH: Yes.

DBB: What’s the opposite of truck?

HH: Well, trucks don’t really have opposites…

DBB, interrupting: The opposite of truck is duck.

HH: No. Those words rhyme. Truck doesn’t have an opposite. See, only adjectives have opposites. An adjective is a word that describes something. But a thing can’t have an opposite. Like cat, or milk, or building. Those don’t have opposites.

DBB: What’s the opposite of man?

HH: Ummm…

DBB: Lady.

And that’s how he outsmarted me. His (troubling) binary views of gender aside, he totally won that conversation. And yes, I now see that my argument was flawed because descriptive nouns and verbs can obviously have opposites, but I was caught off guard and trying to educate a sleepy four year old who had a recent nose injury.

Also, I promise to discuss the Christmas tree and its three, yes THREE, praying mantis cocoons tomorrow.



Things about my day:

1) Tantrum cycle disrupted! I managed to do no yelling today (a bit of firm bossing and maybe a dose of snark), but every time I felt myself getting testy, I tried being silly instead. It mostly worked. Das Big Boy was exhausted and a bit whiny, but we staved off any actual meltdowns. Huzzah! And I’m only like a quarter of a way through that parenting book. By the time I finish, my kids will be teaching transcendental meditation and curing cancer.

2) It probably helped that my parents watched DBB this morning while I took Little Liebchen to her “school.” She continues to be totally in love with her teacher, and sits as close to her as humanly possible and watches her very intently. And then we went to buy her Christmas present for DBB. She had already picked out his present (when I asked her what to get him she knew exactly what he wanted:

Me: What do you want to get your brother for Christmas?

LL: Da trac-toh.

Me: Which tractor?

LL: [Rudy] trac-toh. (We brought Rudy Huxtable a tractor with which DBB has long been obsessed.)

How cute is it that she knew exactly what he wanted. And I let her hand the credit card to the woman in the store and she was so proud. The concept of waiting and surprises was a bit lost on her. She kept saying, in front of him, “Where’s Bruduh’s trac-toh? I play bruduh’s trac-toh. Trac-toh in da cah.” But so far he doesn’t seem to have caught on. He’s planning to get her a baby doll. Yay for my kids knowing what each other wants, boo for their adherence to gender roles. But she is getting trains, too. And he already has dolls. Does that help?

3) My wunderkind high school babysitter also watched the kids (and folded laundry!) tonight while I went to an AMAZING talk by Jill Lepore about her book, The Secret History of Wonder Woman. I’m getting the book immediately. Basically, if you thought Wonder Woman was all skanky boots and magical rope tricks, you were wrong. She was developed–by a man, I might add–specifically to empower young women to shed the bonds of male domination and become equal members of society. Her creator lived with two women–a career woman and a child-raiser, in a happy trio–one of whom was Margaret Sanger’s niece. Sanger and Suffragists were major inspirations for WW. Lepore is a hell of a speaker: dynamic, funny, smart. You could see the teaching-endorphin buzz moving through her. (You teachers know what I mean: when you finish a class and you feel like you’re coming down off of something because everything has come together, and the room is crackling with fresh knowledge and sizzling synapses.) Ultimately, Lepore’s thesis is that Wonder Woman bridges the gaps between what has been called first and second wave feminism, and that in fact there weren’t two distinct waves, but a rush. Loved it.

4) All of her talk of social action and protest and change made me feel that we’re (or at least I’m) too complacent. The goals of Wonder Woman’s creators in the early forties still haven’t been achieved today. And the failure to indict the officer who killed Eric Garner really got me down. Did you see that tape? I only listened to the audio in my car and I had to stop driving because I was sobbing. Our nation has a long history of exciting and engaging protests (eventually) yielding important change. I feel like some people are down on protesters these days. But I’m thankful to them. Still trying to think of ways to do my own small part to help foster change… This is the type of occasion on which I really miss teaching (also, I attended the Lepore event with beloved former English teachers who were similarly fired up/heartbroken).

5) Here is your holiday card outtake. In three parts.

Hansel and Gretel cower in fear, and wish you a joyous holiday season.

Hansel and Gretel cower in fear, and wish you a joyous holiday season.

Did Katja fart, or does her piano playing just really stink.  I am in a lot of trouble, by the way, because I find potty humor hilarious and will be unable to scold my children for employing it. Katja currently pronounces fart "shart," and I laugh every time.

Did LL fart, or does her piano playing just really stink?
I am in a lot of trouble, by the way, because I find potty humor hilarious and will be unable to scold my children for employing it. LL currently pronounces fart “shart,” and I laugh every time.

Don't make me (or my butt) the butt of your jokes!

Don’t make me (or my butt) the butt of your jokes!

The Department of Ongoing…

I've decided that when I don't have a fitting photo, I'll post a holiday card outtake. In this one, you can see the yellow pants pver which LL and I had a fight. I didn't want her to wear them, because they didn't match the dress and they were covered with chocolate ice cream. So she put them on herself. Take that, mama. Then she was being surly as we tried to take the photo, so we put on the Thomas theme song to cheer her up. But every time we did so, she leaped up as if to say, "This is my jam!" and began dancing wildly around the room.

I’ve decided that when I don’t have a fitting photo, I’ll post a holiday card outtake. In this one, you can see the yellow pants over which LL and I had a fight. I didn’t want her to wear them because they didn’t match the dress and they were covered with chocolate ice cream. So she put them on herself. Take that, mama. Then she was being surly as we tried to take the photo, so we put on the Thomas theme song to cheer her up. But every time we did so, she leaped up as if to say, “This is my jam!” and began dancing wildly around the room.

Efforts: Go read my second book review at Postmodyrn, please. It’s about Anne Lamott’s Operating Instructions (Thanks to a dear reader for the suggestion!). A funny, wise memoir about the first year of parenting.

And in ongoing Sagas (in this case, of me and the double stroller): The weather today was luminous, and I decided to pick Das Big Boy up from school on foot. So Little Liebchen and I walked the two miles there in increasingly chilly weather. I got to have a moment of smugsbyness as several parents praised my efforts. Then the skies opened up and no one thought I was so clever anymore and everyone felt bad for me. Thankfully my neighbor was there to pick up her (incredibly kind and lovely) children, and had an umbrella to lend me. And I laughed at myself for pretending it was a good idea to do stuff on foot.

Fortunately, it dried out. And then I ran into not one, but two friends on the way home (also both on foot). So it turns out it was a good idea after all. So there! Smugsbyness regained!

I Am Having So Much Fun in Publisher’s Weekly


I am having so much fun in the Berkshires getting my book signed by sassy, luminous, fiercely brilliant writer (and fun, badass mama) Courtney Maum.

No, I didn’t finish my book. Or books. Not the one about my grandmother the Nazi resisting teenage artist. Nor the one about the elementary school girl who has a big secret. Nor the collection of hilarious and poignant parenting essays. Nor the novel about friends navigating their thirties as their shit gets real.

But I did make it into Publisher’s Weekly (from whence this photo–their photo of the day–was taken)! A hundred years ago, if Courtney had been my boss’s writer, it would have been my job to cull this clip (Actually, my stint as a book publicist was so long ago that there was no PW daily newsletter and I actually clipped the clips and got yelled at if I taped them down in a crooked fashion before photocopying them).  Look how far I’ve come. Sort of. Today I uttered the sentence “I’m mad because Grandpa’s clothes won’t come off” to empathize with LL so she wouldn’t pitch a wingding at the library because she couldn’t undress a Melissa and Doug old man dollhouse doll. Which means either I’ve come a long way and my life is awesome or I’ve entered some creepy, sad bizarro dimension.  Your pick.

Read me!

Read me!

Anyway, I did get into PW and I am famous and that shirt is the only thing I kept from my most recent Stitch Fix and most importantly you should read I Am Having So Much Fun Here Without You, not just because I clearly enjoy basking in Courtney’s reflected glow, but because it is a witty, honest, sad, steamy, and heartwarming novel that deeply questions art and love. And if you don’t believe me, listen to The Today Show. But don’t look for me there. At least not yet.

Meet the Newest Member of the Family…

Give away one of my beautiful scales? Never!

Give away one of my beautiful scales? Never!


Meet Rainbow Fish Husband Hausfrau. He came into our family because someone in this family has been diaper free for a month! (Jokes about me or Herr Husband, commence now.) Rainbow Fish is actually more charming than I thought he would be. He likes to come look at me and make kissy faces and I’m rather smitten. And the level of care he requires is probably in line with my abilities. Das Big Boy was terribly excited to get a fish and now seems marginally interested, which seems about right.


Also, I’m kind of obsessed with:

Stitch Fix

Yes, I am one of the many people you know who has gotten hooked on Stitch Fix. It’s basically like getting presents except you pay for them. You tell them about styles you love and hate and they send you clothes and then you can return them if you don’t like them. I kept everything from my first “fix” and wear the clothes constantly. I only kept one shirt from my second “fix,” but I’ve worn it two days in a row so that says something. It’s a great service for people like me who enjoy clothes but whose wardrobes have fallen behind the times either because they have kids or work or accidentally always buy the same types of clothes (tank tops and deconstructed cardigans with statement necklaces over here). Full disclosure: if you sign up and use my link above I get a $25 credit, but I promise I’m not trying to scam you. My evangelism is pure.

Other than dressing myself, or, more accurately, letting others dress me, the fam and I have ventured to Provincetown with Mo, Martha’s Vineyard with the Huxtables, and Cape Cod to see my luminously talented Auntie in I am a Camera. And I’ve solo attended book events for hardcore gifted storytellers Julia Fierro (Cutting Teeth) and Courtney Maum (I Am Having So Much Fun Here Without You). All awesome. Such events and the new clothes might make my life sound glamorous, but let’s remember I have two small children and was recently compelled to utter the sentence, “That’s right, DBB, you can’t juggle Marmalady’s pukies.” And ten times a day I sing a hand washing song to the tune of the ABCs about how good someone is at using the potty.

Das Big Boy is summering at camp, which he has figured out is really school with a different order of events, some new teachers, and a sprinkler. Little Liebchen has a gazillion words understandable only to her parents, and a tendency to lay her head upon the floor and sob when she does not get her way. Wherever does she get it?

Here is what we look like as of last weekend:

kids fair LL HH fairWe went as a family to the Brockton Fair, where we went on lots of rides and I fed my baby fried dough. Yes, I exist in an odd dichotomous universe in which my children and I either eat only organic hippie food or total crap. Also at the fair, I won the game where you shoot water into the clown’s mouth, thereby procuring a stuffed dragon for my family. It felt good to be a provider again. There may have been a post victory fist pump involved.DBB HH fair

I’m trying to write beyond the blog again, so wish me luck with that endeavor.  How do we feel about getting childcare to do work for which you will likely never be paid? Or paid enough? It fills me with guilt, but I’m not sure how else writing gets done. Thoughts?


Faithfully yours, even in long bouts of unexplained absentia,


Deine Hipster Hausfrau


A Day of Wonders (Book Giveaway!)

You guys, some totally awesome stuff happened today and I need to tell you about it stat.

First of all, THE EMPEROR’S BLADES is out today! For those of you who don’t know already, The Emperor’s Blades is a kickass fantasy novel written by my dear friend Brian Staveley. “What’s that!?” you say, “You’re using real names on the blog now?” Yes. Now that Brian is a public figure, when addressing something he has done as a public figure, I will use his real name. When addressing something he has done as a private figure, like peer pressuring me into drinking Jägermeister or marrying someone completely fabulous, I will continue to use a code name for him (except now).

So let me tell you about The Emperor’s Blades:emperors blades

It takes place in the richly imagined and keenly rendered Annurian empire, where the Emperor’s three children must don the mantle of adulthood after the death of their father. Kaden, his heir, is tucked away in a Shin monastery far from the capital (and everything else). His days are spent performing grueling and/or minute tasks, designed to teach him the vaniate, a state of emotionless emptiness. (My favorite Shin proverb: “The mind is a flame. Blow it out.” It still “blows” my mind that Brian made this up and it’s not an actual proverb.) Valyn, Kaden’s older brother, is training with the Kettral, an elite special-ops force who use enormous birds as transport (and occasionally fighter) jets. And Adare, their sister, is back in the capital where she has recently been named Minister of Finance, and where she must keep her own emotions in check as she tries to root out her father’s killer. Each of the siblings knows that treachery is afoot, but they are unable to contact one another and unsure of whom they can trust.

Now yes, Brian is my friend, but I can tell you the truth: it’s a great freaking book. When I read the galley, I couldn’t put it down even though I knew what was going to happen (having read a bunch of drafts). Perhaps even more telling, I don’t think about Brian when I’m reading it. I forget entirely that my friend wrote it because I’m so swept up in the story.

The Emperor’s Blades has everything you want from a fantasy novel: intrigue, battles, suspense, and a world filled with cool stuff that someone made up, and which feels just familiar enough that you’re willing to journey along with the writer. Some areas in which the world-creation particularly excels are religion, with a Zen-like eastern feel; magic, which is a persecuted (and varying) ability that non-magical folks seek to either kill or control; and warfare, with the aforementioned Kettral.


In case you come here for cuteness, not book reviews. But, as you can see, Das Big Boy likes fantasy, too.

Another thing that makes it special, and in my opinion far better than other fantasy novels, is the prose. Brian is a great reader and writer of poetry, and his language reflects that. The images are precise, lovely, and at times just unusual enough that you pause to enjoy them. For example: “[t]he sun sank and the eastern sky purpled to a vicious bruise.” Purple makes a great verb. Brian is particularly gifted at crafting aphorisms for the Shin monks: “Fear is blindness. Calmness is sight.” “Emptiness exists only when something else has been gouged away.” “Easier to recall a loosed falcon than a spoken word.”

One of my favorite aspects of the novel is that both of the male protagonists are involved in training. The camaraderie and conflicts, which range from the petty to the deadly, benefit from the intense environment that life in the monastery or military training affords. We see how hard the characters work, and we get to really know them and understand their alliances during their few moments away from training. At times when Valyn runs off to quaff a pint with gal pal (and spoiler alert: love interest) Ha Lin, it’s reminiscent of the Harry Potter folks sneaking off to the Three Broomsticks: we feel like we’re there with them.

Now, for Staveley’s women. Not the ones in his personal life. Because there is only one of those. His lovely wife. I mean the ones in the novel. I’m often bothered by the treatment of women in fantasy writing (ok, in writing in general). But Brian has a lot of female characters who kick ass. Not in the one-off Brienne in Game of Thrones way, but in the women-are-central-to-all-aspects-of-the-novel way, where they are fiery munitions managers, sly assassins, scheming ministers, and, ok, murdered prostitutes. Yes, Adare struggles to control her emotions. But so do her brothers. In fact, a central theme of the novel is the conflict between emotion and reason. [Sidebar: this conflict has fascinated Brian as long as I’ve known him.]

The main characters are well-rounded and complex. As with real siblings, there’s a temptation to typecast each: the favorite, the meat head, the irresponsible one, the smart one, the jealous one, etc. And, as with real siblings, if you do so, you’ll get bitten in the ass. No one is simple. The supporting cast is filled with delightfully loathsome villains, people who die and make you cry, and really, really funny and sassy people who make the book sparkle.

K chair

Lil Liebchen wants you to buy the book. And admire her chair.

Here’s the thing. It’s kind of like Buffy, or Game of Thrones, or even Harry Potter. I’m not a big vampire fan, I think abominable snowman wraiths/human trees/asshole child kings are ludicrous, and adolescent witches and wizards sound silly (ok, so maybe not that last one). But in the end, none of the aforementioned series are just about what they seem to be about. They’re about humanity and life’s biggest questions. Same deal with Brian’s book. On the surface it’s a wicked cool fantasy concept and a page-turner. But its sophisticated prose, deeply human characters, and existential questions make it so much more. Read it. You’ll be glad you did.

Now for the second exciting thing about today: I was recognized! I was shopping (for The Emperor’s Blades, no less) in my local bookstore. As I was telling the delightful young bookseller, Rebecca, (I guess she’s a public figure, too) about the book, she asked me, “Do you blog?”

I was taken aback. “Yes. Yes I do.”

YOU GUYS! Someone recognized Hipster Hausfrau! I am famous! I don’t mind telling you that this made me totally giddy. Now yes, folks in the bookstore know my blog because I link to them when I recommend books and I’ve had blog-convos with their former manager. But still! A stranger reads my blog and recognized me! A tiny moment of validation.

So basically, in honor of our writing accomplishments and mutual fame, I am giving away a signed copy of The Emperor’s Blades to one lucky winner! Enter below!

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Quiet Night

Here is my child being elfin and adorable. He gets it from his dad.

Here is my child being elfin and adorable. He gets it from his dad.

Not much to report from the Husband Hausfrau household today. Das Big Boy and Herr Husband had a splendid time decorating cookies with the neighbors (thank you, neighbors, for inviting toddlers to blight your home with icing and sprinkles), and I enjoyed the results. We listened to holiday music. Then Das Big Boy fell asleep early, leaving a quiet evening for Herr Husband and me. Now I plan to divide it between Pretty Little Liars #3: Perfect (I’ve already read 1 and 4-11) and Wolf Hall.

Sweet dreams, sweet ballerinas.